“what human beings cannot contain of their experience—what has been traumatically overwhelming, unbearable, unthinkable—falls out of social discourse, but very often on to and into the next generation as an […]
I’ve completely destroyed my abusers a few times.
Stabbed, pummeled and stomped them into the ground. Blew them up in fiery explosions.
I’ve stood in victorious glee over their corpses, even though those […]
There are some films that, no matter how many times I’ve seen them, I still seem to desire watching again once in a while, and I still really enjoy them. […]
Jaws tighten, teeth gnash and guts churn. The mind races, marshaling it’s arguments, it’s justifications, we lash out with harsh words or we stifle it down and seethe silently which […]
I have a seed.
A little poison seed.
I keep it curled up in my innermost cells.
It was formed at the same time that I was –
As sperm met egg and they […]
The energy surges in a jolt, from my heart into the front of my brain.
A massive constriction squeezes me from my hip joint up through my torso and neck into […]
Why I took the red pill
The other day I was going through a bunch of old photos and found myself surprised by what I saw in some of them – […]
it’s what’s on the inside that really matters
“and clenching your fist for the ones like us
who are oppressed by the figures of beauty,
you fixed yourself, you said, ‘well never mind,